Thursday, 14 April 2011

Nerves...

Today I'm packing for London. I have everything lined up and ready to go. Mild panic set in when I couldn't find my registration form. It was, however where I left is, lying safely in my drawer!
I am more nervous than I was before giving birth, more nervous than when moving 6000 miles away from home. More nervous than flying on a rubbish day. I am 100% totally riddled from head to toe with nerves. I blabber, and snap and am a general altogether nightmare.
My babies have been taken down south for the week, to give me some time to prepare, and I am not sure if I find that harder or easier. I am aware of them being away every moment, and I miss my family terribly!
I am talking to myself and to Michelle constantly, and I'm almost certain I have caught a few people throwing curious looks and I chant my mantra while running.
So, London here we go..... with my mum and big girls en-tow, we are very nearly on our way! Aaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

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