Nerves

I am seriously freaking out! Where has all my training time gone? I can't believe this time in 2 weeks, I will be in London.
A quick thanks to my mum who is coming down on Saturday with Lucy and Sarah. The thought of being there alone is worse than my feelings about waiting on the starting line.
I also feel so lucky to have the friends that I do. EVERY single morning, I have the mums at the school gate giving me encouragement, one (Alisa) has run with me a few times, and God love her for it. I told her the other day on a run that she was like the energizer bunny. I kid you not, the woman can have a full length conversation the entire duration of our run. I do try to keep up with the chat, but fear I grunt back at her towards the end. her face doesn't change colour, mine turns a very attractive shade of purple. She bounces up hills, I moan. She is just as chipper at the end as at the beginning, and I just want a seat! I will miss her bubbliness while hitting the streets of London.
So, the countdown begins.....
You still with me Shell?